Tension @ office

Recently alot of speculation are circulating around our office concerning our immediate future.
Well, i have to admit i'm one of the affected personnel, really create a tense feeling inside me.
It is saddening to fear that you are facing uncertainity when at one time you feel you are the top of the pyramid.
Perhaps in a big organisation, no one is indispensable.

From another prospective, yrs of hard work looks like going down the drain.
It sometimes make me wonder if i have made the right decision to work in this co for 4 yrs.
Restructuring is always ongoing but i feel that it is always aiming at the wrong direction.

Counter Strike Fever

Wow cannot imagine after so long, we still consistently playing CS almost every night albeit Sat or Sun due to weekend soccer frenzy. But then no matter how hard we try, still hard to defeat diablo and transporter. I keep wondering is it our fingers too slow,
or our reaction too slow? Maybe both ahahaha.

Anyway i find that it is a very high intensive game which keep your adrenalin flowing at a fast rate. Normally after a tough session, i wont be able to get to sleep immediately, need to watch some tv or relax before i can zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I have been taking cab to work even though i night shift, incredible. I always tell myself to wake up on time but i never succeed.
Damn, my self discipline is getting from bad to worse.

My Dinner tonight

Slurp, very delicious food tonight !!! the curry was great.Yum Yum. Oh no im getting fatter..

TGIF

Finally the day has come, in case you wonder whats the big deal, its end of the working week, time to relax!! hehe
Alot of rumours are going through the office, sometimes it is quite unsettling to know changes are ringing.
I am quite confused if i should move on or stay on. Moving on is not because i dislike this job but from the way things are going,
my dept ricebowl seems uncertain. I wouldn't like the idea of gambling on things going my way.

From another prospective, i also find it hard to give up all those efforts i have put in since i join this company. Though i am not those high flier but i am quite satisfied so far, in terms of personal achievement and progress in the company.

Tmr is sat, means EPL to watch again. Man U on hot form, hopefully this will continue. Now its the best chance to stretch the
3 points lead over Chelsea. They are a team of superstars, wont want to imagine how they will perform when they are settled down.

Tonight is CS time again .... i have not play Godfather for several days. Should i continue? Hmmmm ...............

CS fever

Recently our office started a new trend of playing CS aka Counter-Strike. Alright i know its a pretty old game but it is really fun when we first started out. Our gang is growing and its really fun blasting away in group of 8 to 10 ppl.

Tonight is EPL match between Man U Vs Charlton. With R00ney & Scholes suspended, it will be a tough fight at the Valley. Charlton having lost their 1st match, most likely will want to bounce back immediately. I doubt they will cave in like how Fulham did last Saturday against red devils. Hopefully i can stay awake to catch the match live.

1 more hr to KO, and its home sweet home for another CS session hehe.